Wednesday, April 30, 2008
San Antonio, Here I Come!
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Waiting...
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Reunited...at LAST!
And she finally tries it...SUCCESS! Brynn loved it!
This is me (obviously)...really excited that she loves sweet tea now...just like me! She finally understood why I kept talking about it in China! This is just a sampling of the pics we took. The people in Chick-fil-A thought we were crazy! Oh but it was fun!
Brynn- thanks for letting me come and hang out with you. It was so so so much fun....just DELIGHTFUL! You are one amazing friend, and I am so thankful for your friendship. Love you!
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Update on Nursing School
Miss Brynn!
Miss Brynn...I'm coming to see ya!! Love you!
Monday, April 21, 2008
Missing China
Sunday, April 20, 2008
The Beginning of the End
I love you girls! Thanks so much for the blessing that you have been this year!
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Summer Plans
I have been thinking a lot this week about my summer plans...or rather the lack thereof. It's weird (and hard) that I won't be going back to the place I love so much. Summer 2006 and 2007 were two of the best summers of my life. I felt so at home in China...like I really belonged there. My heart is in China, and it aches to go back. But even more than I want to be in China, I want to be where the Lord is leading me. Eventhough it would be easy to jump on a plane and head back, my heart knows that God has different plans for this summer. Do I know what those are? Nope. Am I anxious not knowing what this summer holds for me? Yep. But do I know and trust that my Jesus has it all under control? Most definitely!
My prayer and hope is that someone...even just one person will go to China in my place this summer. I pray that they will go with the mindset of showing Christ to a people who are dying to know HIM! Their hearts are ready...God is already at work.
The Lord put a sweet girl in my bible study this year who also has a heart for China. This is her summer to go...and I am so excited! I am praying that she will pick up where I left off (hopefully with the same kiddos!). What a blessing to be able to send her!!
I am not physically going to China this summer, but my heart is there! I wait anxiously for the day I get to return. The wait literally makes my heart ache...but I know that what God is doing is completely worth the wait. The simple fact that God isn't sending me to China this summer lets me rest in knowing that He has something DIFFERENT in store. Who knows what it is, but I sure am excited to find out!
Summer Plans (cont.)
I made this slideshow shortly after I returned from China last summer. Until this week, I hadn't watched it in several months. This is what got me really thinking about this summer.
Friday, April 11, 2008
Just Because...
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Accepted!
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Help Me Believe
Last Tuesday was All Women's Breakaway. I look forward to this specific Breakaway every year, but for some reason I was debating on going. I had a softball game that was over 15 minutes before Breakaway started which would give me a perfect excuse (so I thought) not to go. As I debated whether or not I should go, I felt a tug in my heart that I needed to go. So somewhat grudgingly (and stinky!), I went. During worship, the Lord started dealing with my heart over some recurring issues and decisions that need to be made. I began praying over these things and trying to make sense of everything that was being brought to light. Then...just like God likes to do with me, He spoke to me through this song that Donna Stuart (the worship leader for the evening/wife to Breakaway director) wrote a few months back. It's called "Help Me Believe". Here are the lyrics...I wanted to put the song on here too, but I couldn't figure that one out.
All that I've done and all that's been done to me
Drove nails through Your hands hard and fast to the tree
and the lies that I live and the shame in my story
You covered with blood for Your name and Your glory, Lord
CHORUS:
Jesus help me believe
Jesus help me receive
This girl You've created You have redeemed
Lord help me believe this Lord help me receive
This daughter You rescued
You have washed her clean
So I raise outstretched arms with my knees to the earth
and I bow low my heart for in You is my worth
and I SHOUT from this mountain great joy in my soul
HALLELUJAH KING JESUS in You I am whole
CHORUS
And when I am tempted to believe something less
I run to Your Word... embracing forgiveness
Thank You for loving and thank You for healing me
CHORUS
I love the 2nd verse when it says, "I bow low my heart for in YOU is my worth" and "HALLEUJAH KING JESUS in YOU I am whole". Praise Him for those truths! Now my prayer is just like this song, "Jesus, help me believe/Jesus, help me receive" the truth...not the lies that are thrown at me!
Just thought I would share...
Special Olympics
PS...Can I just say that I love, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE my job and the people I work with?!?!? I am going to miss them all so much next year!
Friday, April 4, 2008
A Snapshot of My Week
Another highlight (but no pictures):
I help coach a 14 & under girls softball team, and they won their first game on Tuesday night.
Way to go, Racers! Hopefully we will have many more this season.